tick tock

i feel like i shouldve known
but you didnt know
and you didnt notice i was there

tick tock of the broken clock
and the whispers go on for days
shoot myself in the face
but what a waste youd go on with complants
tick tock of the broken clock
and the arms havent moved in days
youd sneak a peek
i could hardly speak from the bottle up restraints

i cant walk on screams of broken glass
you down them out you drown them out
or push me down
bottle up our sounds

the broken clock goes tick tock

rapid flutter wings

whats with these lies

your dead inside

cant feed my eyes

its just not enough

your death alive

so cold id die

losing my mind

its just not enough

whispers on a bed of heaven

lost inside i swear id give in

kiss me slowly

break then hold me

the thoughts crossed your mind

kiss me slowly

break then hold me

the thoughts crossed your mind

kiss me slowly

break then hold me

now youve crossed the line

where went my life

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If you could only listen to one song for the next month, which would it be?

Shinedowns new one from the "almost alice" soundtrack - Her Name is Alice

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greatest american hero

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If you had the opportunity to live one year of your life over again, which year would you choose?

1985, id want my youth back before i knew the WORLD SUCKED!

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just dont stop me from walking away

the sound is deafening
the heartbeats steadily
are you listening or am i going insane
the world is dizzying
the lies left here stinging
are you ashamed or am i the one to blame

did you stop caring
did you not hear me
are you just ignoring or....
did it start stumbling
did it did it did it
are you the lone one with a gun

choking
choke me
hold me
control me

you keep leaving
you keep deceiving
you keep crushing me
just keep my memory
you keep leaving

you keep deceiving
you keep crushing me
just keep my memory

choking

choke me
hold me
control me

just don't stop me from walking away

completely in error

standing just behind the mirrror
the crack is just starting to bleed
the ashes of a fading memory
the mark of another deserted dream
press your fingers up to the mirrors edge
untill you can break through to me
hold on please dont breakdown
can you hear, do you even see me

hollow and unfraid
silent and still... .

still just a stain from the disease

standing in front of the mirror
choking back all of the loaded memories
are the ashes falling through the cracks
did you find enough to bury me

shallow and betrayed.. ..

i am: lowercase

i am: lowercase

all there is will continue to exist and push forth the idea
the magic has eluded one of us for far to long
this is my final failure

i gnash teeth
i sink in slowly
i fade back
i of earth
i of sin
i see inward
i bleak
i of night
i live in whispers
i am the past
i am grief, soil, suffering
i tease
i justify
i hold none above all
i brace for impact
i hold in the pain
i bleed scars
i kept safe
i hide in shadows
i feed your dreams
i am

grieve not for who was lost


for i

i am: lowercase

cut and make it worthwhile

dont think about
dont avoid the urge
ignore decision
let it in

you can taste it in the air
you can feel it

blanket the light with scars
promise not to retreat
dig in deep
make it worthwhile

if it seems to much to take
it just means your one step closer

do it fast and slow and steady
do it because you know you have to

theres no way to erase it
theres no way to fake it
dont hide it
make it worthwhile