completely in error

standing just behind the mirrror
the crack is just starting to bleed
the ashes of a fading memory
the mark of another deserted dream
press your fingers up to the mirrors edge
untill you can break through to me
hold on please dont breakdown
can you hear, do you even see me

hollow and unfraid
silent and still... .

still just a stain from the disease

standing in front of the mirror
choking back all of the loaded memories
are the ashes falling through the cracks
did you find enough to bury me

shallow and betrayed.. ..

i am: lowercase

i am: lowercase

all there is will continue to exist and push forth the idea
the magic has eluded one of us for far to long
this is my final failure

i gnash teeth
i sink in slowly
i fade back
i of earth
i of sin
i see inward
i bleak
i of night
i live in whispers
i am the past
i am grief, soil, suffering
i tease
i justify
i hold none above all
i brace for impact
i hold in the pain
i bleed scars
i kept safe
i hide in shadows
i feed your dreams
i am

grieve not for who was lost


for i

i am: lowercase

cut and make it worthwhile

dont think about
dont avoid the urge
ignore decision
let it in

you can taste it in the air
you can feel it

blanket the light with scars
promise not to retreat
dig in deep
make it worthwhile

if it seems to much to take
it just means your one step closer

do it fast and slow and steady
do it because you know you have to

theres no way to erase it
theres no way to fake it
dont hide it
make it worthwhile